Monday, February 08, 2010

The true meaning of hard work!

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We were driving My friend to work today and on the way back I saw they guys loaded in this  truck mostly sleeping. All i could think of was man they must be working their asses off. But notice how clean they look…
I say that because yesterday we drove around the city a lot and I noticed lots of make shift camps set up on the sidewalks. Welll. Milind told me the men who build the streets live in another part of the country and they are here temporarily with their families. Well…these tents are about the worst living conditions I’ve seen. No heat or real shelter and covered in construction soot inside and out. I choose not to take pictures of them. These men bring their families into these horrible conditions and work for like months or years…what sacrifice and what undeniable wills of these people to survive. I feel as though I have never worked a day after witnessing this. Someone sais to me that the poorest people here will be the happiess you will ever meet. We drove by this small child in one of the slums and he was squtting on the street. The look on his face was truely priceless…I mean hes was truely in a state of bliss, but I got the impression thats the norm.

On to other things… Getting things done here can be a bit frustrating. However…I’m getting to understand the culture here and I gave it a big test. I was trying to do 2 things. buy a data card for my laptop and two see how i could plug in my laptop without burning it up. SO I went to the phone store and they told me I needed proof of address and like 3 other impossioble things. Well… I left and went back like an hour later and asked like 4 guys there if they could just please help me out. well they finally did and its was all good. Of course after a little leaning and with kindness and compassion they finally gave in. I guess they asked for other stuff because of the terrorism problem using tech stuff… Then I went back to the house and needed to contact dell about getting a convertor. So I logged on to this internet phone my friend has which called a US number that routed me back to Kerala and then forwarded to another person in another part of India who asked someone else somewhere else in the world what the answer was to my question and it worked!!!!!! SO that was easy HAA! Its a race but you can win or accomplish with persistence and awareness and a little praying. Almost forgot to mention that in the middle of this my travel agent called and told me i might loose my booking in Haridwar because i was suppored to be there now and that took like an hour of calls to get me back on track, but it all worked out. Now if they could find me in the 5am drop off tomorrow that would also be great. Before all this began I said a little prayer to amma and Swamiji and the stress was basically gone during this silly business of planning the trip to Haridwar.

Hari OMMMM!!

D

Saturday, February 06, 2010

Mother I'm home...

Om Namah Shivaya,
 Last night I changed planes in Amsterdam and almost immediately I began to get anxiety. I went form the comfort of the clean comtemporary Dutch airport to the well used, sold out, superjet with tons of Indians and their families. the energy was frenzy on the jet with people runnning up and down the ailes...it was as if I almost, at that momen,t landed in India. The flight was fine though...after a while I began to think of how this test of patience would be near and how I would need to accept where I was and what it was.
 Then "ding" the test started. the two Indian men sitting beside me drinking beer and farting the whole way to Delhi...Phew! and teh one man sitting nex to me kept jamming his elbow in my side. Every so often a stweardess would sit on my shoulder wild pushing beverage carts. So i decided to let go. I was exausted from the jet lag already and felt that if I ws going to let something get to me it was not going to be this.
 I finished reading the book on Chakras and balance during this flight. Eastern body Western Mind! It was nice to finish that book its really long read. It was exciting to see that the three upper chakras balancing suggestions were things I'm already doing.
 Then we landed...my heart was racing with excitement, Kristna Das blasting in my ears Oh namah Shivaya and welcome to India says the captain. I was the 20th person off the plane of like 400 people. and as soon as I began walking past immigration the energy of the ground filled me up with a serene, subtle sensation and focus that if you weren't paying attention, you would miss it. I proceed to get my bag and the speakers were playing a tranquilizing melody of tabla  and drawn out rythmic aramaic like chants. I stood and was pushed my a luggage cart and then a person and then another and I didn't care, for I am here...now. After I got my bag I went to get my prepaid taxi to my friends house it was about 2am local time. thank god i printed out a map of the directions. the driver had no idea where to go. When we arrived i was so excited to see my friends name on the address, but I couldnt figure out how to get in. So we called them and they said just go in, but I could not see the staircase. After about 15 minutes I jumped over a car and thru a gate to get to the stair and I made it in. Gauri and the maid greeted me and fed me. they said not to go out today just eat our food here and allow your stomach to adjust. These are such beloved friends of mine!
 I awoke to the maid named Radha and tried to say hello. she does not speak english or read so my translating book was useless. Radha made me some chai and an omellette. I counldn't seem to find any TP in my bathroom and tried to ask Radha for some. i felt like such an ass for a second having to jesture wiping my butt to try and ask her for TP. We both laughed and that was that.
 I had a look around the house and noticed several books on the yoga sutras and other simular text. I knew then that I was in fact in the right place.
 For the rest of today i will relax, do some meditation, make a few calls and emails. Today begins my journey here one breath at a time.
In Tirthji,
Derek

Friday, February 05, 2010

Day 1 the plane ride and thoughts

Dear friends,

Om namaha Shivaya,

I have to tell you my quote for today. Walt whittmans “Leaves of Grass”

Today I celebrate myself for every atom belonging to me as much belongs to you.

 

I am on this incredible journey and I have all of you to thank for it. In many ways I see this as your journey too. The experience and expansion of all my atoms will deliver with Grace to you the evolved satsang of eachother. I’m excited to share this journey and I hope to hear from you.

And did i mention I’m in holland… isn’t that weird. Seriously though the coffee is great here and the Graphic design rocks!!

Just another 5000 miles to go…

Hari Aum,

Derek

Monday, January 04, 2010

THE TRIP BEGINS AT HOME

I have realized that my trip to India has already begun. There are so many things to try and accomplish with this particular trip it almost seems impossible, but somehow, somewhere there is something guiding me. Yes I have had plenty of help from a number of friends and will continue to have help, but there is something called Dharma. This trip has been in my mind for twenty years and I never took it because my dharma didn't lead me there.
 I am excited to share it with you all and will make efforts to write as often as possible.

So HAM! (I am that)

Monday, December 28, 2009

Caffine free day 3!

Woa! I didn't realize that kicking the caffeine addiction was going to give me such a horrible headache. Thanks to Andy and Anne I'm mostly headache free today!!

Friday, October 09, 2009

Sedona vortex here I come!

Looking forward to a nice weekend with the folks! Check my facebook for updates!



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Friday, September 25, 2009

I love you sun!

When the sun shines so brightly it seems like everything runs a little bit smooother! Have a great day friends!
Derek


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